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VERSES: REVIEWS
Review 1: "Graphic Verses is an experimental project combining elements
of industrial, ambient and experimental noise, fused into a bewildering
maze of sound, which Frantz's spoken word narration weaves it's way
in and out of. It's well recorded, produced and beautifully packaged,
but is it music? Graphic Verses defies any widely accepted aesthetic
that I've ever come across. It's a quality piece of work when approached
on it's own terms, but definitely not for the faint of heart." -Todd
Brown, independent reviewer (review published through TrueTunes)
Review
2: "With a ton of vocal effects and industrial influenced lo-fi
sounds, this is one weird, yet fascinating CD. Is it even music? Well,
yes, but there is no noticeable melody or rhythm, so I'd put it in the
"industrial noise" category. The creator, Matt Frantz, told me himself
that this could be sort of a "soundtrack for a nightmare." Frantz did
all the instruments, water, chains, glass and vocals himself. This album
is designed to be listened to with powerful headphones, and in complete
darkness... but that might be scary." -Brian McGovern -HM magazine,
issue #67
Review
3: "...Be warned that this is an experience not many will attempt
and fewer will complete. I spent two solid nights listening to this
album through headphones to get the full experience of the sound of
the "singer" moving through various stages in his spiritual journey.
Some sections imitate the sound of a mob, screaming and crying so that
all the sounds/words blend into a chaotic blend of fear and hopelessness." -Dan Kennedy, The Cutting Edge May 1998, issue # 116 |
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GRAPHIC
VERSES: LYRICS IN PLAIN TEXT FORM (click
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and
art in virtual book format)
chapter one: hate, lust, & depression: an analyzation, explanation
and attack of
1:1 all i
am whats your reason to try to stifle me when my mind talks?
you tell me to look up, to have hope. do you not see that i am beaten
down and have nothing left but shame? all i do is hate. all i am is
ugly. the sun shows my flaws, every detail. should i not speak? cut
off my tongue, nothing good will come from it. rather than curse me
for my suffering, count yourself blest because you dont see through
my eyes. i dont need to explain to you. i have no master on this
earth. for me this life is as good as past. i will rise again, strengthened
by god, blooming with glory. a great tree comes from a small seed.
1:2 all my friends all my friends are dead. im a child in a vipers den. no
one to protect me. i fall down on my own. all my friends are gone. the
narrow path is invisible to me. they would be screaming to make me see;
instead i trample poison teeth. pieces of my puzzle have been blown
by the wind. im missing the gifts of my friends. david had a heart
after god. solomon had more wisdom than all. jobs righteousness
endured the test. pauls hope lit up the night. all they left for
me are pages in their books. where are my friends now? i want to wake
them, they can teach me the secrets to cleansing my soul. 1:3
splash i killed my today, i picked it up and took it out. i walked
to the edge and threw it down, i shattered the glass and watched the
water splash. out with a bang, i wish for me someone would do the same.
pick me up and take me out, walk me into the creek and throw me down.
shatter my skull and watch my brains splash. why did i? it had to die.
i put it out of misery, and it was sick of me, water was dirty and diseased.
why should you? i have to die. put me out of misery. im so sick
of me, my mind is dirty and diseased. 1:4
compass so sick of being sick, i will always be sick. im
so afraid of fear. the fear of losing is turning me to failure. sick,
scared and failing, i have grown tired. so tired of dying. too tired
to die, to rest, to sleep at night. insomnia, always turned on. my nightmares
are always on. thinking about it all, ive lost all thought. thought
has stopped, numbness hasnt arrived. what i feel is alone. ive
been left alone so long i dont know how else to be. i sit in my
corner and pray; i'm ashamed. i am ashamed of the hate i have for you.
i hate you for making me hate. i have so much hate it makes me sick.
im so sick of being sick, i will always be sick. 1:5
stalemate locked up, stiff and sweating. no space to move, no
place to go, no room to breathe. burning tension, anxiety works like
gravity. im held down, locked up, stiff and sweating. shaking
wildly, rigid, cracking, friction, muscles contracting. craving release,
air to breathe. counting the seconds, waiting for an impossible victory.
i feel a years time in each heart beat. im gasping for air.
ten short breaths and one swallow. this game is over now. no one to
wear the winners crown; still, i know ive lost. 1:6
reflection ive been standing behind my grave waiting for
flowers that no one gave. ive been standing behind my grave looking
for people that never came. were you too tired from the pain or did
you have games to play? were you too afraid of the things i say? you
never smiled to hear me speak. now i talk to no one, i only listen to
the air. i hear the hate you have to share. i saw a boy standing at
the gates. he was crying for the lives he couldnt save. he saw
me and walked away. this grave must be reflecting who i was yesterday.
chapter
two: confliction: an analyzation, explanation and attack of
2:1 arrogance time is without beginning or end. your own life is less than a spark.
you claim to know about the very nature of existence. thinking in one
dimension, counting on ten fingers; do you think you will meet me where
the stars end? no faith in the divine, you construct the lies. your
arrogance is missing no links. 2:2
pulled down the more i look around, the more i get pulled down.
the more i try to run away, the more your bars get in my way. now the
only things i fear at night are your sirens and flashing lights. im
not the criminal. i play the victim. i wont bow down for you to
stick it in. what would true justice be? to judge with harshness learned
from being me. youre a hated child, a hated youth. now youre
soon to be abused, boy. 2:3
left with yourself everything will come together when you fall
apart. self preservation, such a waste. you have nothing worth saving.
live for what you take. youll take nothing to an empty grave.
nothing makes me smile like you. i know more than you. i know where
greed will take you. i know how it will kill you so i wont have
to. it makes me smile, puts a shine in my eye, to see something so low
die. to pull out the thorn in my side. as your bones break and your
body rots, youll be left with yourself. left with a thief, left
with a liar, left with a killer, left with yourself. 2:4
on the anvil my enemies are fools. my enemies are the blacksmiths
that beat me. they use hate to mold me as they hold me in the flames.
pounding and pounding, sharpening that sword made of me. a fine weapon,
they wait to sell me. face down on the anvil, i can tell you molten
lava flows hot, cools to hard rock. my enemies are fools. they made
me into this blade that i will put through them. its not me or
my fault. just beat me back to who i was before. that child knew how
to smile. 2:5
atom bomb my mind is my greatest weapon. you cant take
it away. youre a child with a cap gun, my mind an atom bomb. i
will go where i want to go. i will say what i want to. to only one god
will i pray to. im not going to bow down to you. you cant
hold me with your bars, ill break through them like i broke your
laws. my mind is my greatest weapon, my prized possession. i use it
well. 2:6
hollow points you dont know me. you cant see what
i have, what i am, what i have learned, what i had to become. hollow.
hollow inside waits to split you, to cut right through. i rip a bigger
hole. open wound, time for me to spit. to infect you with my waste,
with my hate, with my eyes. see just like me. you would be better dead.
i wont kill you, thats a mercy youve never shown to
me. i will leave you crying, bleeding and begging with my hate and my
eyes. with my hollow points in your side.
chapter
three: us: an analyzation, explanation and attack of
3:1 illegitimate start again from the end. do it right. be just like your parents. pretend
a child is happy all alone. has no father to come home. just a whore
giving birth, your bastard child pollutes the earth. a sick cycle. a
sickening scene. its sickening me. now i shine with shame and
my hate for you. your gift no one should receive. what i did to ask
for this began with you and a little kiss. like a mouse in your trap
im pinned with hate. come and check the trap tonight. tomorrow
what you will be is a chalk outline for everyone to see. no one to hear
you when you scream, who would care anyway? start to pray but its
too late. your gods wont hate me for the life i take. gold and
lust have no power to give you now. what you did to ask for this began
with him and a little kiss. 3:2
right to assume i had some extra nerve today so i put myself
to the test. staring up at the window. your old window. the one we used
to plan climbing out of in the middle of the night. i saw a light flashing.
i wanted to talk so bad, i held my tongue. something new to me. i had
too much to risk. was it you or a new you in your room? even worse,
was it a new me in your room? you know me. maybe i have changed but
one thing is constant. i always assume the worst. i always assumed the
worst about you. 3:3
window the window seems so far away now. a million miles away
but i am only one driveway away. the memories come crashing down on
me every night. they come crashing down with such force. they must be
falling from out of that window. not exactly the future i predicted
for us. maybe it wouldnt be so bad for me if you could just close
the blinds or shut the window. i dont want the feelings that fall
out. not exactly rapunzel but i would have thought this ending just
as unlikely. im not exactly romeo but i wish i could have had
as real of an ending. i outlived us so now i have our ghost in my head.
maybe it wouldnt be so bad for me if you could just open your
window. i have a favor to ask of you. let this ghost fly in your room.
just for a moment. i need to stretch my wings. i need to get my second
wind. this thing is breaking my back. 3:4
bitter i saw you today. i turned to follow. chased a blank. no
smile, no shine. was it you or just your face on another girl or your
memory stuck in my eye? your face rests on my mind like a scar. everyday,
unchanging, though i know you have changed. i know i dont know
you anymore. all i know is that im missing my only friend. the
reruns play in my head while my fingers crave your skin. your hair smells
so sweet in my nightmares made of you. your absence is so bitter. 3:5
drained ive been thinking about sitting back and watching
you kill me, with lies in one hand behind your back and smiles to deceive
me. ive been thinking about all the hours wasted with useless
hatred, about all the nights alone in my bed. with lonely eyes and guilt
trips to confuse me, anything you could to keep hurting me. i wish someone
told me about you, about the damage that you could do. ive been
thinking about all the lives wasted with aimless hatred, ive been
thinking about you. 3:6
dead thing love is dead. a burning lie on the tip of her tongue.
will she swallow or spit it back out on me? poisonous venom hidden beneath
her glossy lips. love is a bit of dead thing, a ghost that comes to
rot out my dreams. it tempts me and tricks me and ties me in knots.
ive tried to bury it before, it just pulls me down with it. a
lie that keeps turning so fast and grinding so hard, i can think of
nothing else. love is a worm that turns inside me, a constant reminder
of the fruit i took from her. love is murder. it was her sling as she
and her stones tried to kill me. now i am a dead thing, my last breath
has left me. driven by hate, lust and my need to kill the one who killed
me. underground, we can be together again. 3:7
totalled i am sorry. you are all i want. i am nothing without
you. for you i would give everything. i am sorry for myself to have
to live without you. i am sorry for you to have to deal with hating
me. i am sorry that you are all i want. i am sorry that i took you as
my possession. that i gave you all my hate, lust and obsession. that
i steered your mind, driving blindly. that i have to relive the collision
every time i think of you. i am sorry i couldnt see the sign.
sorry i didnt stop. sorry i let you ride with me.
chapter
four: flood: an analyzation, explanation and desire for
4:1 release my compressed mania impatiently awaits. trigger me. start the reaction.
with your words of waste. with your threats of the cage. with your use
of force. watch me fly. transcending. soaring above. searing through.
pouring out. ive been locked up, contained, repressed. the eruption
takes me higher. i wont accept your resignation. i have taken
your advice. i am master. 4:2
current the tide is pulling me in, pulling me under. waves whip
my face, fill my lungs. treading just to stay alive and im wondering
why. all the effort just in vain. trying to fight the sea, a stronger
enemy than me. now my feet cant touch the floor. father, give
me faith. father, give me strength. father, give me faith to stand and
walk to shore. 4:3
tar pit the sharp spikes are waiting for you. tightly wound spring
anxious to let the trap snap. land mines buried underground beneath
the visible surface. the road that looks right is filled with chance,
constantly pushing odds. though i try to help, you should believe i
have bet it all against you.. dont waste time blazing a new trail
just to get caught up in thorns. my back is scarred from them. i have
shame for my useless attempt. watch me now as i follow the one eyes
cant see. he leads me through the narrow path. through uphill
climbs, no shortcuts and much ridicule, but i will make it to the well.
i will be there waiting to wash your feet or to bury my last friend. 4:4 the one
eyes cant see when the liars killed the dove, no one felt
any sorrow, they just made more arrows; no one alive to break their
bows -but one. when the indians fell, no one asked who tripped them,
who tricked them; now theres no one left to avenge them -but one.
when my enemies towered above, no one asked to help me, no one turned
to save me; now theres no one left to heal me -but one. when i
acted out pure hatred, no one asked who pushed me, just how bad she
hurt me; no one around believes me -but one. now i stop to ask for mercy,
no one cares that im sorry, no one wants to hear me; now theres
no one left to forgive me -but one. 4:5
pure i will overcome this world. a whisper echoes in my head.
im going to be clean, im going to be pure. this land where
i live is coated with filth. those who come to stain me wear it from
head to toe. they feed me lies, dancing because of the worms inside.
pigs and rats sit on the table, laid out before me. the parade of lust,
the charade of thought continues to play. time to bite the hand that
force feeds me. my time is here, my chance to spit out whats been
growing inside. rushing ideas, inspiration. the force of a quake. cracking
waves. too much to say. the flood will wash it all away. i will win
despite my fears. god is working within me despite my sins. i will spit
out the poison force fed in me. i will cut apart the dead heart inside
of me. i will give my hand to the helpless. i will take away the liars
voice. i will drown my former self, the one this world made. i will
scrape away the scabs that they put on me to mold my face. i am the
master of my fate. 4:6
millennia i know you feel it. if you are alive and have eyes
that see then you know. the snake that binds with lies has wrapped our
throats. the beast outside has become the beast within. no way to escape
from yourself. ive got something to make the pain disappear. good
news the demons dont want you to hear. the snake that lies will
be tied with a thousand year chain. a fiery lake awaits all that you
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